An Empty Head Can do Many Things!
When that little baby was born, his mother immediately called him Liano. Its was to be Emiliano but, as her mortal enemy and neighbor had a son with that name, she thoughts it was enough call him Liano, because he was nothing more a black-poor and misfortuned brasilian like thousands of them.
The Liano´s mother was an alcoholic woman, and his father was very famous for his disgusting pub, and iniquity committed with animals. They said, once, his father threw three live kitties in the fire, what caused a huge revolt in many people, though anyone never said anything about that to him. The Liano´s father was also a witch, a master in witchcraft, the most famous fetishist in the city. Although I have never understood why being liano´s father a master in witchcraft “a spiritual leader on the darkness” he never got to guarantee to his family a decent life even food to his son. At least if he got it, he could be proud of his job for bring benefits to his family, but no!, he never got it!
Well, lets come back to Liano´s life, he was not so skinny nor fat, but his yellow eyes, denounced his need for a better nutrition. He was a polished black boy, some kind of black who becomes blue on the sun. For external pressure of his neighbors, the Liano´s mother allowed him to go study on the public school, because it was a time to Liano thinks about his future. His uniform and his notes, pencils and an eraser, was a donation, and liano´s rucksack was a plastic bag of supermarket.
Liano was a happy boy at all, even with so many woes that he lived together everyday, the fights, his dad’s witchcraft, his sick and alcoholic mother, a matter of fact, Liano was truly a happy boy, now! I don’t know answer why, I really don’t, but you can believe Liano was truly happy.
Liano grew, and he got known as one more “studies resigned”, Liano enjoyed his free time on the family home of his dad’s ex boss, because his father was fired when he was astonished burning a live frog in the lunch time in his job.
Liano was an excellent boy, polite, honest, very hard working, everything they ask him, he did with no complains, I think he even liked it, tough he had already understood that his future wasn’t a very promissory one.
Once Liano, before, goes to dad’s ex boss home, he realized that his mother had not waken up swearing and hurting him, so he saw that something had happened. So, he looked her mother sleeping in a sweet and decent way, that he thought for a moment that he could have a hope of a better life that his mother could love him. Nevertheless when he took closer her, he realized that his mother was died, and he knew that it could happen anytime and he didn’t cry, but got conformed to that situation.
His mother was buried in a cheap cemetery, and his family had not money to pay for a chest locker, and she was buried without one.
Two years later, Liano still used to remember his mother in some moments in which she rarely demonstrated some good feelings to her son. The black-polished boy had not a path to act on yet, and his dad still kept with his disgusting pub, and selling mango liquor that himself produced in his pub to sell to the drunks.
Unfortunately, the family who liked a lot of Liano, moved on to the big city, and it was very hard to Liano accept because it was his hope for a better opportunity in his life, to work, to learn, to be a loved person. Than Liano perambulated for times, in the city and met people that he was not expected to meet.
Today, I have few remembrances of Liano, I know he still lives in the same small city, he prostitute himself, he’s traficant , poor and unhappy. His dad died of tuberculosis and Liano today is lonely, without an opportunity, he has no hope, nobody to defend him. The Liano´s destiny was not chosen for him, he thought he was owner of his destiny and future, but life showed him others choices. People that he met changed his future in anyway. Liano knows that his life happens everyday, the sun will raise everyday, but his future does not depend of Liano anymore, because nothing of liano´s dream became true, but his life keeps going, he hopes that his descendents, if he has a family one day, can be owner of their own destinies, even, Liano does not know how it can be learnt, Liano tried be himself, but he didn’t.
I wanna thank my friends around the world for read my blog and even under pressure they have commented on it LOL ... Im really glad for have such good friends like you all .... specially thanks for my great britanic friend Calum for read and comment over here.... you are a great friend thank your so much!! and my mexican friend Jonatan Israel for give me strengh in difficult moments lol
thx u Jon!!!
well.... in retribution to the Calum i will post the link of his blog:
well today it´s over.... have u all a great time and take care
see ya next issue
Ido ;)
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